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The world according to F Scott Fitzgerlad



 “The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.”

 “Personality is an unbroken series of successful gestures.”

 “After all, life hasn’t much to offer except youth, and I suppose for older people, the love of youth in others.”

 “I wasn’t actually in love, but I felt a sort of tender curiosity.”

 “Let us learn to show our friendship for a man when he is alive and not after he is dead.” 

 “There are only the pursued, the pursuing, the busy and the tired.”

 “I was within and without, simultaneously enchanted and repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life.”

 “Life starts all over again when it gets crisp in the fall.”  

 “There are all kinds of love in this world but never the same love twice.”

 “I love her, and that’s the beginning and end of everything.”

 “No grand idea was ever born in a conference, but a lot of foolish ideas have died there.”

 “That is part of the beauty of all literature. You discover that your longings are universal longings, that you’re not lonely and isolated from anyone. You belong.”

 “No such thing as a man willing to be honest – that would be like a blind man willing to see.”

 “So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.” 

 “It takes two to make an accident.” 

 “Whenever you feel like criticizing anyone…just remember that all the people in this world haven’t had the advantages that you’ve had.” 

 “Never confuse a single defeat with a final defeat.”

 “Sometimes it is harder to deprive oneself of a pain than of a pleasure.”

 “I’m a slave to my emotions, to my likes, to my hatred of boredom, to most of my desires.”

 “Life is much more successfully looked at from a single window.”


 “You don’t write because you want to say something, you write because you have something to say.”

 “Cut out all these exclamation points. An exclamation point is like laughing at your own joke.”

 “Writers aren’t people exactly. Or, if they’re any good, they’re a whole lot of people trying so hard to be one person.”

 “Great books write themselves, only bad books have to be written.”

 “The lights grow brighter as the earth lurches away from the sun.”

 “All good writing is swimming under water and holding your breath.”

 “What people are ashamed of usually makes a good story.”

 “The ability to hold two competing thoughts in one’s mind and still be able to function is the mark of a superior mind.”

 “I don’t care about truth. I want some happiness.”

 “I may turn out an intellectual, but I’ll never write anything but mediocre poetry.”


 “I don’t want to repeat my innocence. I want the pleasure of losing it again.” 

 “I want to know you moved and breathed in the same world with me.” 

 “The world only exists in your eyes. You can make it as big or as small as you want.” 

 “All I kept thinking about, over and over, was ‘You can’t live forever; you can’t live forever.”

 “It is not life that’s complicated, it’s the struggle to guide and control life.” 

 “Well, you never knew exactly how much space you occupied in people’s lives.” 

 “For what it’s worth, it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start over”

 “His dream must have seemed so close that he could hardly fail to grasp it. He did not know that it was already behind him.” 

 “I never blame failure – there are too many complicated situations in life – but I am absolutely merciless toward lack of effort.” 

 “Either you think, or else others have to think for you and take power from you, pervert and discipline your natural tastes, civilize and sterilize you.”

 “The world, as a rule, does not live on beaches and in country clubs.”

 “Show me a hero, and I’ll write you a tragedy.”

 “Every one suspects himself of at least one of the cardinal virtues.”

 “Strange children should smile at each other and say, ‘Let’s play.'”
 
 “The idea that to make a man work you’ve got to hold gold in front of his eyes is a growth, not an axiom. We’ve done that for so long that we’ve forgotten there’s any other way.”

 “In a real dark night of the soul, it is always three o’clock in the morning, day after day.”

 “To be kind is more important than to be right. Many times, what people need is not a brilliant mind that speaks but a special heart that listens.”

 “Experience is the name so many people give to their mistakes.”

 “Everywhere we go and move on and change, something’s lost–something’s left behind. You can’t ever quite repeat anything, and I’ve been so yours, here”


 “The strongest guard is placed at the gateway to nothing … maybe because the condition of emptiness is too shameful to be divulged.” 

Row house where F. Scott Fitzgerald wrote his first novel will be on Summit Hill tour



The St. Paul row house where author Fitzgerald lived while finishing his first published novel is among the homes open during the Summit Hill House Tour.
By Kim Palmer

As a law student at William Mitchell in the late 1990s, David Meisenburg would go out of his way to walk past the New York-style row house on Summit Avenue.
“I used to take the long way home,” he recalled. “I love architecture, and I thought those row houses were unbelievable! I was envious of whoever designed them.”
Almost 20 years later, Meisenburg was living across the street from the eight-unit stone row house known as Summit Terrace. One morning he awoke and noticed a red sign in front. “I barely got all my clothes on and ran across the street,” he said. Just as he’d hoped, it was a “For Sale” sign — planted in front of the unit with a metal marker identifying it as the onetime home of novelist F. Scott Fitzgerald, who lived there in 1919 while finishing the manuscript that would become “This Side of Paradise.”
Meisenburg jumped on the internet to look up the price. “I thought it was a little high,” he recalled, so he set up alerts to notify him by e-mail of any reductions. When the price dropped, he arranged to take a look inside the three-level row house. “It was really beautiful,” he said, with a huge arch between the living and dining rooms.
So he decided to make an offer. “The timing was just perfect,” he said. His business was doing well, and his passion project, an organic vodka made from potatoes and corn grown on his family’s farm, was temporarily in limbo. “I was waiting for the state of Wisconsin to give me my permit.” The row house was “something I’d admired a long time. I just loved the place! When’s the opportunity going to come again?”
Meisenburg moved into the row house in December 2016, just in time to celebrate the holidays. “It was very special to have Christmas here,” he said. “You could see the Christmas tree through the window. It was sort of like being in a Christmas movie.”
He’s made very few changes to the home, which is listed on the National Register of Historic Places. Because of that designation, the exterior can’t be altered. Meisenburg can change the interiors, but he saw no need to. The previous owners had already restored them from an earlier Polynesian theme to period-appropriate Victorian-style decor. “They brought it back to its original character,” he said. “I wanted to keep the same theme.”
But he did need appropriate furniture. “Someone suggested the types of pieces I should have so I started researching,” he said. “Settee? I had no idea what a settee was.” He ultimately found a pair of the small antique sofas in Chicago and brought them home in a pickup truck.
For artwork, he chose framed vintage photos from Germany, where he once studied, and paintings by contemporary artists including Dennis Larkins, who created an original, featuring Meisenburg’s vodka, that now hangs in his dining room.
On the third floor is the office where Fitzgerald wrote, with a balcony, overlooking Summit Avenue, where the novelist smoked cigarettes. Meisenburg has turned the room into “an ode to F. Scott.” There’s a vintage desk with a portrait of Fitzgerald above it, copies of his novels and a “Great Gatsby” movie poster, along with some of Meisenburg’s own personal family mementos.
Owning and living in a piece of history is “pretty cool,” he said.
The house has been a people magnet — in more ways than one.
“When you host a party here, it’s not hard to get people to come,” Meisenburg said. He celebrated the launch of his vodka, Treboles and Key, with a Fitzgerald-themed soiree last September. A Fitzgerald scholar presented a monologue, and a dancer performed at the stroke of midnight, which happened to be Fitzgerald’s birthday. “I didn’t pick the date because of that date. I found out a week before. Sometimes you just get lucky.”
Meisenburg still gets e-mails asking when he’s going to have another party in the row house, he said.
He’s also had a few uninvited guests. Once, when he forgot to lock the front door, he came downstairs to find two strangers in his living room. “They thought it was a museum,” he said. “They did get a free tour.”
Summit Hill House Tour
What: Tour 12 private homes and six public spaces in St. Paul’s historic Summit Hill neighborhood.
When: Noon to 6 p.m. Sept. 30. (Ticket counter opens at 11 a.m.; 10 a.m. for VIP tickets.)
Where: Ticket pickup locations on day of tour: St. Thomas More Catholic Church, 1079 Summit Av., Mitchell-Hamline College of Law, 875 Summit Av.
Cost: $30 in advance at summithillassociation.org. $35 the day of the tour, if tickets remain. New this year: VIP tickets, $100, that include access to all buildings, plus brunch at Dixie’s on Grand, free reserved parking at an off-street lot and exclusive admittance to the houses of your choice at 11 a.m., one hour before the tour opens to other guests. Proceeds benefit the nonprofit Summit Hill Association, and tickets are tax-deductible.